I forgot how much I love to write. Life had gotten so busy that writing got pushed to the back burner. When I was finally able to start again I questioned why I ever quit. As most everyone knows in November 2017 Dalton and I separated. I had moved into my own place and had completely started over. In April 2018 our divorced was finalized. In July 2018 we got back together to work on our relationship because regardless of everything we still loved each other and wanted our family together. In August 2018 I moved back home and things have been going great. Our lives have been crazy between meshing two homes back into one, getting the boys back into a normal routine and just settling back down. Then in the blink of a eye the holidays were here and now gone. So life can slow down just a little bit.
I will tell you that 2018 was my hardest year by far. It was the year I lost myself and found myself again. I went through life experiences that I that I never imagined I would go through. I struggled daily to get up get up and live my life and get my life back on track. Regardless of what I may have said to others or posted online. The funny thing is the one person who was always there no matter what time of day or what was going on was Dalton. Of course I had my friends but they all had lives to live too. Dalton was there no matter what I needed or when I needed it. We may have had our problems and we had our moments where we couldn’t stand each other but our love was always there because if it wasn’t we wouldn’t be where we are today.
That is really all that has gone on besides the boys growing way too fast. We are currently looking to move out of our current town, and move closer to his parents who are a huge help to us. Please keep your fingers crossed that it works out. We have both the boys birthdays coming up in February and March so beginning to plan for that. The older Brayden gets the harder it is to plan for a boys birthday party in the middle of winter. He wants to have his guy friends come stay the night. Oh boy! I might just be crazy enough to let him!
Now that you are all caught up on my crazy life for now. It may be messy and crazy but its my messy and crazy!