Mental Health, Personal Blog

The chaos

These past 2 weeks have been crazy busy with packing, and moving. Now that we moved I have been busy with unpacking, organizing and cleaning. I can finally say we’re unpacked! I still have some organizing and decorating to do over the next few weeks. I missed writing these past two weeks and am ready to get going again.
I wont lie these past couple weeks have been full of ups and downs. I have silently been struggling with my depression again. We are leaving behind many memories good and bad. This was the home we brought Elijah home from the hospital so it was a bittersweet moment. I was glad to leave behind the bad memories of that home and move into a new home to make new memories. Even with all the excitement of moving and decorating I am still struggling with depression. Depression is weird like that. Exciting things can be happening in your life but you still feel anxious and depressed.
I have so many possible reasons for feeling the way I am. Our weather has been so cold and snowy. Seasonal depression is real and affecting many people right now. Also the stress of moving and unpacking could be affecting me right now also. I am a anxious person when things are unorganized and chaotic. I like structure and over the past couple weeks that hasn’t been possible. On top of moving and the chaos my oldest Brayden turned 9. We had a mini birthday party for him on Monday and will be celebrating with our family this weekend.
Regardless of the reason behind my depression its here. I am so thankful for how blessed I am with my family, friends and followers. So thank you for all your likes and comments. For those who don’t follow me on social media, the links to my social media accounts are on the home page. You will see more posts about my life, family and friends. Much love ❤

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